Grandma

It's been two years already and I can still remember the phone call. She was in a coma and wasn't doing well. They said it was just a matter of time. I finally brought myself to go and visit her. On my way there I called my mom to let her know I was on my way over and she asked me if dad had called, he hadn't. Grandma had already passed away, my heart sunk and I had to try to focus on my driving through the tears. It amazes me how clearly I remember that weekend and especially that day. It was quite a weekend. My cousin was getting married on that Saturday so everything was busy busy busy. Within that weekend and the following week I attended obviously a wedding and then two funerals. One for my grandmother and one for a friend's newborn child both of which were very hard to see. I remember going to the burial of my grandmother. It was windy and chilly. The flowers on her casket were beautiful. She was an amazing woman that I wish I could of gotten to know better. Today I remember the good times as a child when my cousin Lynn and I would go over there after Saturday dance class. We would spend the day playing 'bar' in the basement and trying to stay out of trouble. Those were some good times. I still wish I could have one more conversation with her but don't we all when we think of a loved one that has passed away? I guess it teaches you to cherish the moments you have. She lived a long life and I'm so happy that she was in my life for a good amount of time. I hope to someday have the strength that she always did. No matter the hardship, you press on. I miss you grandma and love you dearly.

This picture was taken on my wedding day obviously

May 28, 2005

Three Generations